Nigri Felis

Hello, it is a time of the month when I post a little summary of what was going on on my blog. Here are links to my October posts if you missed any (: Lifestyle: Cleaning and organizing my wardrobe What's in my bag - autumn 2016 My mindful moments Prague's Zoo Story: To the day I let you go Crash Hope you enjoy reading those posts (:

Suddenly all of it disappeared. I was sitting there not feeling anything but relief. Could it be, that after this hard time, it finally went away? Could that be I healed myself? No! After ten minutes it hit me twice as hard as before. I crashed badly. And if I fell like that in real life the firemen would have to clean my parts from everywhere. Saddly it wasn't a real fall. It was this inside explosion that hurt me like hell.  All I could do next was pick those piecies of me and try to solve this puzzle again. And again. Until it is finally over. 

As the day are getting darker and colder I sit down with a cup of tea and think. I like to take myself back in times (a month ago) when it was beautiful, warm and I had a chance to visit Prague's Zoo. It was one of those places I would love to go back again. Today I want to share with you a lot of photos from this journey and maybe if you'd ever be in Prague you would choose to go to the zoo. Trust me it is worth it. To me it was the most charming and wonderful zoo I have ever been to and the view on the city from up above was breath-taking.

This is a poem I have written after my dog passed away. This Fall it is two years that she is gone. *  *  * To the day I let you go, was the saddest of them all I heard the sound of the breaking heart Though I was still breathing Though I was still alive I guess I should have told you a simple 'Goodbye' But I couldn't make any sound The sun was high up above And everything seemed so calm No wind to blew any leaves The start of The Fall was here at least I saw the end coming far ahead Couldn't bare the start of the pain I pushed it far away this time I hoped it would disappear I hoped you'd be fine Now and then you're sleeping peacefully To the day I let you go was the saddest of  them  all ...

Today’s day was one of the greatest days I had in a while. Not because I did something special, but because I did not hurry anything. I let things happen to me. I did not stress about the future or worry about my past. I was living in the moment I had. This day made me realize how much I think about things I have no control on. And how bad influence this thinking has on me and my body. I do not remember how long it was from the time when I was feeling great and nothing hurt me at all. Most of my health problems are made in my head, but this is not what I wanted to write about today. Today I want to share with you what I do to make me feel better and less stress out. Meet with the loved ones I am an ambivert and this means I like to spend time with people but also I cherish my alone time. When I am a little stress I like to meet with my friends or boyfriend. Very often I forget about the imaginary problems I have and I chill. This relax me and talking with other people mak...

I wanted to write this post for a long time now. I always like to watch this kind of videos on YouTube. I am a huge fan of them and they inspire me. Because I have a new bag why not to share with you what I carry in it. Let's start (: Od pewnego czasu chciałam napisać właśnie takiego posta. Uwielbiam oglądać filmy na YouTube'ie, na których kobiety pokazują co noszą w swoich torebkach. Dzisiaj chciałabym zaprezentować co ja posiadam w swojej (: BAG This one is a new family member to my bags. I bought it in Mohito. They have bags in great quality and they do not cost a lot. Also most of them look really cute. My bag is in this lovely dark blue colour and it is a shopper bag, I guess. It has two compartments, one a little bigger than the second one. In between there is a little pocket with a zip. Outside there is a key ring in shape of dotted bow and inside it has these cute little white dots. It has a long strap, which you can attach to the bag but I do n...

October is a month when I start my university. This year is my final and the one I was moving to dormitory. I had to pack everything and these few days were really busy. It is why I did not post anything on Sunday. In this post, as you may already read in title, I want to share with you how I clean, change and organize my wardrobe. It is something I always do twice a year. First one is for Autumn and Winter and the second one is for Spring and Summer. Before I even open my wardrobe I like to prepare my room for it. I clean the whole area and make my bed. I do not like to pull my cloths out when it is not 100% clean around. I also bring my seasonal clothes from attic. I keep them in these huge and see-through plastic boxes. After I open my wardrobe I take out clothes shelf by shelf. I make a pile of clothes which will stay for the next months. The pile of clothes to give away and the pile of clothes to put in boxes for the next year. I do not remember when was th...