To the day I let you go || Story

This is a poem I have written after my dog passed away. This Fall it is two years that she is gone.

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To the day I let you go, was the saddest of them all

I heard the sound of the breaking heart

Though I was still breathing

Though I was still alive

I guess I should have told you a simple 'Goodbye'

But I couldn't make any sound

The sun was high up above

And everything seemed so calm

No wind to blew any leaves

The start of The Fall was here at least

I saw the end coming far ahead

Couldn't bare the start of the pain

I pushed it far away this time

I hoped it would disappear

I hoped you'd be fine

Now and then you're sleeping peacefully

To the day I let you go was the saddest

of 

them 

all

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