Nigri Felis

Another month is coming to an end. March was one of those months when the weather got nicer and I could finally walk outside without getting cold. This month is not very beauty like but in my favourites there are other things and activities I loved to do. But I'll start with cosmetics first. DERMEDIC, HYDRAIN 3 HIALURO I had the problem with a dry skin recently and I needed something that would hydrate and moisturize my skin but would not make it oily. I was reading a lot about different creams and I have finally picked this one. I am not disappointed. It is very efficient. I have been using it for the last three weeks and it looks as if I haven't started it yet. I do not have to take much to apply on my whole face. The consistency is a bit watery but I like that. My skin is in much better condition now. I must add the smell is pleasant and delicate. GOLDEN ROSE, VELVET MATTE LIPSTICK, 09 I love this pink colour as I said earlier in one of my pos

Easter is the time, especially for me, when I spend a lot of time with the loved ones. The spring is showing so we could go for a really long walk with our dog. This Easter I am happy and grateful for everything I have accomplished. I want to wish everyone to spend some time with family because life is so short. Sometimes it is good to just stop for a moment and appreciate simple living. Have a good time and be happy.

I live in Poland and I love this country. There are so many positive things I can tell about it. On the other hand there are few things I totally do not understand. Today I took a bus to a library. I hardly got into the bus. There were so many people standing right next to the door but the further I was walking in the less people there were. I even sat down which was very shocking to some. It wasn’t like I pushed away some elder lady to relax on the seat. It was more like people looking at it but no one was wanting to sit. But when I did some looked at me as if I’ve just killed someone. I quite do not understand why, because there were more free seats there. I almost laughed when after few stops still no one was moving to free area but everyone was squeezing each other. And each stop someone was always getting in. Maybe people like to be close to strangers or maybe they do not have their personal space. Or maybe, just maybe they are afraid they will not get out on their stop i

The evening cleaning routine was always my favourite. It is a time when I stop thinking about what should I do and just relax and get ready to sleep. I hardly ever miss my evening routine because I simply like to do it. So now I will share what products do I use for everyday nighttime beauty routine. Enjoy. GARNIER SKIN NATURALS, SOFTENING CLEANSING LOTION FOR FACE & EYES Firstly I like to wash off my make up. This cleansing lotion is one I think is the best for me. It doesn't smell. My eyes are never itchy after using it, what I think is the most important thing. It also removes my entire make up perfectly. NIVEA, FACIAL WASH GEL, NORMAL & COMBINATION SKIN After I remove my make up I like to wash my face. This gel is pretty good. I quite don't like the smell. When I used it for the first time I thought I made a mistake at shop and bought one for men. You know this specific smell that is reserved for men cosmetics? This gel smells a bit l

I look around.  They are all laughing and talking and drinking and having a good time. Nobody sees me sitting here next to them. Nobody notices me feeling like I don’t belong here. Well, I guess I will never belong anywhere.   I am slowly sipping my beer and thinking of what to do to finally appear.  I try to speak one more time this night but no words is slipping through my mouth. Silence is all I can utter. I feel invisible. They don’t care. I could easily walk out and nobody would notice I am not here anymore. T hey think the worst of me now. They think I am worthless and stupid and boring and ugly. I am sure of that. But I guess any other time I am never on their minds. I am not surprised. I am invisible. I am no one. I do not exist in their world. If they could they would never invite me to anything. Unfortunately, we’re studying at the same university, having the same lectures and being added to the same facebook group.  I always think I can try to be more social.

The last week of February and the first week of March are those when I feel a bit odd. It is not winter anymore but still no spring is showing. The weather is changing and I'd rather spend my days in home until April. I have taken some steps to comfort myself and as almost every woman I went on sales. I must add I was comfortably sitting on my bed with a tea and a laptop, and a credit card. I didn't buy any clothes but I got carried away with beauty cosmetics. So here are things I purchased. Some of them I have already used and some are still new. URBAN DECAY, EYESHADOW PRIMER POTION, ORIGINAL I used so many products that were promised to keep my eye shadows in one place but never did. Finally I found this one. Pure perfection. I apply it on my eyelid before eye shadow and I must say I am not disappointed. The shadows stay in one place, they don't roll or melt. I can walk the whole day and at the end of it my eye shadows are looking the same as in the morning